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CiNtA dAn iStERi...

Assalamualaikum wbt,

last time, we had a forum 'ada apa dengan cinta'. obviously, the forum was about CINTA which well known as LOVE among my orang kampong. huhu.. (^^,)

CINTA...
hmm.. hard to say. even there are problems when we are in love but still it is anugerah tuhan. thank you Allah.. if CINTA is one of YOUR test, then i'll accept it.

aku idamkan seorang isteri,
dialah..dia yg merindukanku,
dialah..dia yang mencintaiku krn Allah,
dialah..dia yg menyayangiku,
dialah...dia yang akan menjagaku,
dialah..dia yang tak akan pernah melukaiku, disaat hatiku sedih dia datang tuk menghibur, dikala aku terluka dia datang membalutnya, dikala aku menangis dia membasuh air mataku dgn kasihnya, dimana ketiadaanku dirindukannya, dimana adaku jadi senyumnya,dan dimana kutersenyum beregetar hatinya...
dimana kuberkata membuat damai jiwanya, dimana kumemandang menjadi teduh untuknya...
ya RABBI...berikan aku yang terbaik agar bisa membawa hambaMu menuju jalan kesyurga...dgn tidak melebihi cintaku kepadaMu.. amin ya rabbal alamin...

"Dan Allah menciptakan kamu dari tanah kemudian dari air mani, kemudian Dia menjadikan kamu berpasangan (laki-laki dan perempuan). Dan tidak ada seorang perempuanpun mengandung dan tidak (pula) melahirkan melainkan dengan sepengetahuan-Nya. Dan sekali-kali tidak dipanjangkan umur seorang yang berumur panjang dan tidak pula dikurangi umurnya, melainkan (sudah ditetapkan) dalam Kitab (Lauh Mahfuzh). Sesungguhnya yang demikian itu bagi Allah adalah mudah"

al fathir (The Angels):11

HiDaYAh ALLAH...

Assalamualaikum wbt,

Nur means Light or a path which drive human being to good, tranquility and pure ways of life in the world and the hereafter.

Hidayah means a guidance given from Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala to certain people with certain conditions.

"Verily! You (O Muhammad ) guide not whom you like, but Allâh guides whom He wills. And He knows best those who are the guided"

Al-Qasas (The Stories):56

Human being needs guidance from Allah subhanahu wa ta'ala to ensure our life on the right track/ right path. Allah s.w.t is the only one who has rights to give guidance which means no one else in the world has right to claim that he/she can give guidance to someone else. Let us trace back from the story of Prophet's Uncle..Abu Talib. He was so closed and always protected Prophet exalt to his mention, yet he not became to be a Muslim. Means, Prophet has no authorityto give guidance to Abu Talib. It is Allah's Will.

How to attain Allah's Guidance?

1) Firstly to worship Allah and to be close to HIM.
2) Secondly to widen our knowledge about Islam and to practice all of them in our daily life.
3) Thirdly, to avoid from transgression which lead to Allah's anger.
4) To be sincere ( Ikhlas ) in all our deeds for worldly life and also in Ibadah.
5) Always pray to Allah s.w.t for HIM to give us Guidance.

What are the difficulties to attain Allah's Guidance?

1) Always committ wrong deeds, transgressing Allah's order and laws.
2) Not sincere in performing Ibadah, for example to get rewards and compliment from human being.
3) Eat and drink from forbidden sources.
4) Those who are not trying to get knowledge and always refused to learn.
5) Those who lived in world luxuriously and too much depends on worldly things which lead arrogant.

Resources : http://cerminjiwa.blogspot.com/2007/04/nur-hidayah-allah.html
Author: Nurul Husna.

after a few month....

alhamdulillah...

i've changed a lot and i am now a better khai..

a moment a go, i was 'nothing' but just khai... then, syukur alhamdulillah, Allah has shown me something... HE has guide me through those hard days. i'm now do believe HIS existence. Alhamdulillah once again..

i'm now not like what i was to be. i'm a strong enough to face all the challenges, Insya Allah... anyway, thanks for your readings on my blog...may Allah bless all of you...

"Ye shall certainly be tried and tested in your possessions and in your personal selves; and ye shall certainly Hear much that will grieve you, from those who received the Book before you and from those who worship many gods. But if ye persevere patiently, and guard against evil,-then that will be a determining factor in all affairs"

Al-Imran (The Family of Imran):186

christchurch... ohh.. christchurch!!

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here i am now (Ilam Village, Christchurch, New Zealand)... i hv been here bout 1 month ago... uhhuh... wooww!! what a nice place... (^^,) even hujan emas di negara orang, still windu bangat ngan hujan batu di negara sendiri... and so my family there... miss u all!! MMMMmmmuuuuaahh!!...


what a dissapointment... i'm not writting any in this blog since i was first wrote the introduction.. huhu... (supposed to be punished) ~~Duush!!.. Aiyak!!~~ (^-^)


hmmm... even though i am happy here.. i still can't find any of da 'catalyst'... hmmm... why hah?? ~~somebody... please help me!!~~ perhaps coz my otak have been trough a 'karat' phase for a long time kot.... hmmm.. hard to study... hard to focus... hard... hard... everything seems hard for me... i'm easily sleep in da lectures... and so malaaaaass... to do the homeworks and quizzes... how hah??!... i've tried many ways.. study group... reading text books... hmmm... at last, what i got are only flirting with my girlfriends and bedtime story from reading the text book... when hah??!... i need a sudden change... i know who i am (people around me knows me better)... i can CHANGE!!.. i know that i'm full of determinations and also high in self-esteem(whatsoever they called)... let see, how far i'll be going... starting today... insya-Allah...


here are the pics of my frenz and i at University of Canterbury... for those who suddenly viewed my post... thanks for viewing... please do leave ur cmment... i'm begging you.. huhuh... nice meeting u guys!! (girls are better) (^^,)

First, the Last but not the Least....

WELCOME AN A VERY PLEASANT DAY...

BISMILLAHIRAHMANIRRAHIM....

Here i am.. just get started with my first journal.. erm, after i've read my frenz post (special thanks to hidayah>>www.onai1109journey.blogspot.com<<>

thank you for viewing my journal and wishing you a very happy and prosperous year of 20o8...
i'm enjoying my last few hours as teenager... huhu...
papai 20o7... gonna miss you!!..